Nena's New Law

God whats wrong with me. I seem to making crying a habit.It just seems so soon. Monday....a really big part of me is hoping for train delays or semester delays.

And just a small part of me wants the student visa to be denied. Maybe just this once it would be nice to have Bush for a father then he could (if he weren't conservative) say "well Miss.D we are sorry to inform you but your student visa was denied because you have to stay with your true love, it is against the law to separate for more then a week at a time form your lover."

But a really really big part of me wants all of her things to work out so she can go and have a blast learning about the things she loves and getting new experiences even if those experiences don't include me as much as they would if she were here with selfish ol' me.

Nena

Later...........


Ugg... I am so frustrated!!!!!!!

I hate when I get competitive. I mean I know that it is not a competition but I am her senior why can't I get as easily as she can. I have always hated that about her. She always seems to pick up on the hardest things the fastest. I want to scream!!!!!!!!!

I am doing it all wrong and I cant seem to get right.

I have a feeling that I am not going to be able to get the next belt because I wont be able to complete this form.

I need to stop otherwise I am just going to end up crying from being so frustrated.

Nena