Sunday, May 08, 2011

Mothers Day Blues

I feel so lonely. i cant shake it. I am all cut up about M.D but its more then that. I feel that when M.D ended our relationship she took the meaningful connections I had with other people with her.

Why did I get stuck with the short end of the stick?

I feel like no one really likes or loves me.

Other then my dad I don't really have anyone.

How depressing is that I will be 20 in a few weeks and no one but my dad to invite anywhere.

Maybe I will just disappear for my birthday.

I feel like if this continues, this loneliness, I might just disappear all together.

But who cares?

No one even reads this.

Nena

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