Sunday, September 21, 2008

What Was Once Lost Is Now Found But Why Do I go?

L.M threw in a question today. "Nena, I am really glad that your coming on pass more often now. Are you doing it because your bored there and you don't get to see M.D or because you want to?" I thought to myself that she would want to hear that I am coming on pass because I want to but what I said was "honestly, I don't know." I really don't know why I am going back on pass. I put in a pass because I am bored but when I get there I feel like I am obligated to work on the relationship between L.M and I.


On a much more happier and less complicated note, I found M.D's CE jacket. I was going crazy looking for it. I had left it at P.'s house and her houseparent was about to get rid of it at the end of this coming week if no one claimed it. I so glad that I saw it laying draped over the back of a chair in the corner of the living room. She is going to be happy that I found. I know that she would have been really sad if I had lost it for good, it means a lot to her (sentimental kind of thing).

I wish it was eight right now. I feel frustrated and annoyed for no apparent reason and I know that talking to her will make that go away.

Nena

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