Conveying Through Confused Strokes

I wonder why I feel like crying when nothing is wrong with me.

I have this feeling floating around inside of me but I can't place it. I tried conveying it through drawing and what I got was a figure huddling in the rain with no shelter and a single dead leaf floating slowing through the air its journey to the ground hindered by the fierce winds.

I tried painting this but failed.

I....


Nena