Ugg..

S. talked to me yesterday in hopes to redeem our failing relationship and I just did not what to say so I did not say anything unless she asked me a direct question. She keeps thinking that I mad that she is leaving but that is not it at all. I am just so tired, so very tired of forming relationships with staff and them just leaving.

I told her when she first got here that she would not last a year and look I was right. I am really glad though that this relationship was not anything like what I had with K.V.B.D if it had been anything near I don't think my heart could survive that kind of loss again.

S. just kept talking and talking not once even bothering to ask why I was mad.


I don't know.


Nena