Update

Ok just a quick thought before I actually post, this post has to be the perfect post ever. It is on the fourteenth day of the month, the month is the second month of the year, the year is the eighth of the 2000th year how perfect can you get. All even numbers!!!!!

Ok so you can get more perfect...my lover with me on the day of hearts (or more so I with her).



Yesterday as soon as I stopped posting I worked on what I said that I was going to work on. It took me about three to four hours to gather all the old letters and diary entries but I did and I typed what was not already typed, up and put it all together in a packet. I have yet to send it but I need to get their address so….yeah.


Just thought I would write a bit on how I was doing on my self commitment.


Got it is stressing me out. I don't want to send it but I know that if I don’t I will never be able to do this and that scares me more then if I were not to send it. Knowing forever that I never told her all that she needed to know...got that would be a long life. I am not saying that I forgive her on any of this but I am finally telling her what she needs to know. Is it too cruel?


I hope not.


Ahh...o.k. I typing so fast that I can not see the keyboard. Gotta go I don’t want to think too much about this because then I will chicken out.

Nena