Frustration...

I am freaking out...scared,nervous, mad a combination of all three are setting in my veins like fire. I have steam to blow, tears to spend and nerves to work out and not enough time nor energy for any. On top of all this I feel like crap. I woke up this morning feeling as though my stomach was trying to turn itself inside out, and now I find out that I have to take the S.A.T 1 in the morning or at least I am assuming that it is in the morning because no one told me anything about the test, the time or where it is being held.

I am scarred because something someone said and now I am all confused and worried and people that I normally go to for advice are not available or are making it worse. I am not pointing fingers but I am worried. I am hurt because the person will not tell me bluntly but at then same time it is not my place to press the subject.


I think I am just going to go and scream into my pillow and fall asleep crying.....

Nena