ohh....

Holy crap......holy crap!! M.D just told her paretns about us and now I have all these butterflies in my stomach. I have no clue as to what was said only that it was said. I know that her mom accepts us and apparently so does her dad so please someone explaine to me why I am so shaken? I kind of feel as though I betrayed thier trust by keeping our relationship in the dark but it was not my secret to tell. M.D had to do that becuase not only was it done to tell her parents about us but also to tell her parents about herself. They thouhgt that she was straight and she was trying to tell them for some time but always backed down. Now I feel as though they might be mad at me for not telling them...irrational fear?

I kind of wrote my own story....it is extremly wierd now that I think about how that one line can come back and hit me so hard. It is as if I predicted my own future...hmm....


It pained him to have to hide like a dog in the dark to make love to the woman he loved


I hope that they do not hate me.

Nena