Oh I have just had one of the most wonderful times since about Seattle!!!!!! Oh, I am so happy. So very happy!!!!!!! M.D makes me so happy. I got to hang out with her today and I am hopefully going to see her tomorrow. My heart was pounding so hard every time her hand shifted in mine or when she was really close I know I said that I wanted to avoid falling into the "love-sick clingyness" but I love when I am close to her, I love being around her, I love her....Oh, why did this have to spring up when she is a senior!!!? She has different plans then I do and I know that it might be stupid to assume that we will still be together when collage comes around but I am a hopeless romantic...completely hopeless!!!!! I cant imagine her not being in my life...oh, that is such a depressing thought!!!!!
I guess for once in my life I will just have to not live in the future.
till tomorrow for us then.
Oh, how I want this happiness to last forever I have gone so long without it.
completely hopeless romantic
Nena
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