Katze + Candles = ?

The first day I met her I thought that she was pretty but I never thought of her in that way. Katze is an awesome person to work with because she has a way of relieving the stress in the kitchen. I am not even sure if it happened last night or the night before the days seem to run together at camp. It want very much like the Portions for Foxes song talking led to something else. I know that there was a lot of flirting previously and I was begining to develop a crush on her.

I was sitting on her bunk in the small cabin the only light was coming from the one candle that was lit on the other side of the small room. It cast its light poorly over our faces, leaving much to shadows. She still looked beautiful in the soft light. Tiger was on the phone on the other side of the room talking rather loud. It was just me and her. I fiddled with her bracelets barley brushing the inside of her wrists with my fingers. I was nervous to be so close to her. She talked and I listened laughing once in a while when she began to say random things. I could feel my heart pounding in my chest reminding me that I was really close to this beautiful human being. She would look at me with her blue water eyes now and then which would send a chill running down my spin. I was having trouble concentrating on her words all I could her was the soft rumble of her voice. I ended up sitting on the floor for some reason and she had her legs on both sides of me (she was sitting on the bunk and I on the floor between her legs (sounds wrong, I know) my back resting against the frame of the small bed) She began playing with my hair, I closed my eyes enjoying her touch.Her hands so gentle, played along the back of my neck as she talked in casual tones to Tiger across the room. Chill after chill raced down my spin and lingered in my stomach. I noticed her tone had dropped a level as she began to run her fingers gently along the sides of my neck, I leaned my head back and allowed myself to succumb to her touch. I knew that she noticed this and that is why her hands began to travel farther down my neck lingering just above my breasts. I could scarcely breath. she laughed at something Tiger said and fiddled with the back of my hair. I jumped up and looked her straight in the eyes and said "so you wanna play that game huh?" (by this time tiger was on the phone again and she was teasing me knowingly) I hopped on the bed took her face in the my hands and took down her long beautiful hair. It fell in slight waves against her pale skin her freckles barley showing in the faint light. Her waist length hair tumbled over her shoulders and down her back, just looking at her made me want to kiss her. She smiled at me as though no gesture had been made to tease her. I was sitting behind her and so I pulled her back so she leaned against me ,our faces were not even inches apart. I kissed her then, passionately and long. She kissed me back, welcoming my lips. I did not really know what I was doing. I just kissed her like I wanted to do since I had sat down on her bed. She moaned slightly and I broke free from her lips and moved down to her long pale neck that was screaming to be kissed. Our frenzy died awkwardly as I held her trying not to laugh.

then as to break the silence she began to talk again.


Upon meeting Katze I would have never imagined that that would have happened. I am glad though I need someone to make me stop thinking about the sad words of another.

Nena