Prison?

I knew that when I would get back from Ohio that I would have to face some demons that I did not want to face but now that I am back I have to face what I did not expect. My dad is in jail. I don't know why I don't know when but I know that this is his last time and he most likely wont becoming out. Lea wont tell me why. I don't know what to do. I have searched his name on the Internet but I have found nothing. I feel slightly numb to all this like it is not happening. I am not here, I am not here.

What does it matter, I am now alone. A. is the only one left. 3,ooo miles away and she is all I have left. K.V.B is gone by the time I come back, Lisa is long gone and regardless of her promise she never kept in contact. K.V.B promised me that same but I don't know I have a feeling that that wont be kept for long.

I don't want to be alone. Not here. Why did they take my dad? I love him, why could they have not taken Lea? My dad kept me going. K.V.B kept me going. Lisa kept me going. But now they are all gone.

What will I do?

Nena