One night off from hecticness. This is my time to breath and regain my sanity. I have been at camp for a week and I am exghausted. Working is terrbly hard, it become so stressful that I am on the verg of tears and I even almost quit about a day ago. Some of my fellow co-workers are extreamly self centered and dont want to work and then I get stuck with washing fifty million dishes as well as preping all the freakin food the the worse part is clean up and the end of each and every fucking meal. Seeing Chubacka's (a camp name not a real name) face in the window keeps me going. Chubaka is amazing and awsome and a great human being. She keeps a smile on my face.
Working in the kitchen is really hard. The stress escalets and then all of the sudden it drops and everything is fine. It wares me down but I am haveing a good time. I am going to go try to call A. one last tiem before I go to bed.i hope she picks up I have not had a decent coversation with her in a while. It is always something going on but I am chill, I will talk to her eventually. I am going to go see her on the fourth of July till the eighteenth so I am excited about that.
Nena
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