Tomorrow is New years eve. I feel so indifferent to it though. The last couple of years I have felt an overwhelming excitement for the new year but not this year. It just seems so strange, there is more happening this year then there has been the years past. I am trying to... No nevermind... I am going to get my ass in gear for the rest of the school year, I have to get passes with A.,and then I have a bunch of other crap to worry about, plus surviving till the next day. I am freaking out more then ever, I cant stay here for another year. Put up with all this shit for another year, I just cant, I am so scarred. A. is the only reason why I stay, because if I move then there is no chance of living with her..............
I cant finish I have to go...
~takes a deep breath~
oh lord please help me...
nena
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