Well I have made the discion to stop being depressed and sad it does me no good. The only thing I get out if it is having a massive headach, not somthing I typiclly want. Ok I really need to take a breather and move on, life will get better even if I dont know who I am or what I stand for at this point. I pissed off a friend today because I felt as though I was dealing with a bunch of comfort that i really was not in the mood to deal with. it was like i wnated to have her there but the things she was saying were just so predictable like she was saying them becuase that is what she thought i wanted to hear, do you know what I mean? But she will soon get over it. Other then this revolation to stop being misreable nothing significant happened.... so I am going to start working on myself in a healthy way.
1) I am going to start doing more things for myself then for others
2) I am going to wake up and tell myself that today is going to be a great day
3) I am going to smile more and not consintrate on the things i have no control over, the things in my life I can not change
there my three step process to becoming a happier human being, now lets see if it works, but i have confidance!!!!
~lifts glass to lips~ here goes to my three step process
till next time my readers
nena
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
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I love you nena, and i know that you will succeed. Dont push yourself too hard, but never take the easy way either... you know what i mean...
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