It used to be that when I cried she would comfort me, that no matter how bad it was between us she would hold me and kiss me and make me feel better but now I just annoy her. I have become a burdern. I am trying not to break into a thousand little pieces but I can only seem to cry.

I am so tired.

So tired of fighting, of aurging, of her constantly being mad at me.

My heart is breaking and I cant take it.

I have never felt so lonely.

Nena