Its the Little Things In Life

The human body amazes me.

As of right now and the next couple of days I am ovulating. If I really wanted to I could get pregnant right now. I could have a child of my own to love and care for, right now.

I have never really known when I was going through this cycle until recently.

I am not saying that I am going to go out and have sex right now or anytime before M.D. gets here but its just exciting to know that I could get pregnant right now.

I know it may be a little weird for an eighteen year old to be overjoyed that she is ovulating but for me its fascinating and it makes me insanely happy.

I guess I am just a weirdo.

I harbor this fear that I will not be able to get pregnant but knowing my body and knowing the precise time when I am ovulating and then to have physical evidence of such is not only reassuring but exciting and amazing.

Funny how the small things most people take for granted can make others ridiculously happy.

Yay!

Nena