Melodramatic

God I feel like an idiot. I so overreated yesterday.

All I was hearing was "god Nena why can't you grow up!? What is wrong with you? You are so over reacting!!!!"

Her simple, loving suggestion that maybe I should get to sleep translated "I dont fucking want to talk to you right now so can we please hurry this up and get the goodbye over with? Really Nena, really? Do you have to cry right now? God its always about you!"

I really should never stay up for three days in a row on less then four hours of sleep total.

God was I so stupid last night.

I am so sorry lover!

Thinking of my lover,

Nena