Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Stiff Necked and Frowning

I cant help but wonder whether or not she likes me. I really want her to but then when I am around hr I feel as though every look I give her is scrutinized and twisted into something else. Just because we are both of the same sexual orientation does not mean that I automatically am in love with her. Yea she is cute and fun to be around but that doesn't mean I want to strip her and fuck her.

Maybe telling her she looks cute without her glasses on didn't help anything.

Ugg, I don't know how to make it not awkward when I am alone with her.

I am generally a touchy feely person so when I leaned my head on her shoulder during the movie it was an unconscious movement, but then she scooted down as far as she could and I don't know if that was because I was touching her or if she did for comfort. As soon as I realized she was moving away I panicked inside.

God I feel as though I am the only happy person in the room sometimes.

Ugg.

I don't understand stiff, serious people who don't like to be touched.


Nena

1 comment:

'Dee said...

Man, I know what you mean. Does it seem like everyone in college is like that, or is it just me? I can see why she would like you, though. <3

Hope it get easier, bebe.

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