The knife is in my had dripping with her blood. I am screaming inside but I just cant stop it, I cant stop my hand as I cause her pain that she should never have to experience.
I cut her through no will of my own and I can see her pain and feel it to the very core of my being. Through our shared love my pain and hers mix like some toxic waste spewing forth with ever slice of such tender flesh.
Cant I stop now?
Can I wake up so I stop hurting her?
Oh, god, I just want to go home so I can hold her and say I am sorry for ever considering leaving let alone actually leaving.
I am sorry baby.
I am so sorry.
I know how bad it is. I know the numbness, the falling, the drowning, I know it all and I am sorry to have ever caused you any of it.
I am so sorry, but I cant come home. Not yet.
Please forgive me.
Nena
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I love you. It's okay, now. I promise. And I'm sorry for causing you so much distress. We'll talk again tomorrow, bebe.
I love you.
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