Fuck it, I Dont Know What To Do

I just don't know what to do, I keep trying to make her happy but I guess I just have this whole list of things and when I do one I forget to do another. I'm finally able to go to sleep at night thus getting on the same sleep schedule as her and then its were not falling asleep at the same time. Argggggg I don't know what to do. Its seems I cant do anything right. I know me not being able to sleep at night was really bothering her so I tried to change it and last night was the first successful night but now shes bothered by not falling asleep at the same time. I told her it was because I am just not used to sleeping with another person two feet from the ceiling of what almost always feels like the hottest room in the house. I am sorry I overheat and I just cant stand another person's body heat suffocating me as I am already overheated.


Arggggg.


I don't want to make her unhappy on the last week I am here.

I am really trying but I guess I just cant do it.

Fuck I don't know if I am more frustrated or sad.

Nena