The Drifting Mind

I got my acceptance letter not to long ago in the mail for Humboldt State.

I feel like I should be a lot more excited then I am. I have this horrible feeling that they will take it away due to a "D" grade I received in one class or another during my rather poor high school career. I am crossing my fingers and obsessively checking the status of my application online. It has become a morning religious habit.

Two more weeks until M.D comes home. She seems to be getting more and more stressed where I am becoming less and less. Its odd really. I don't want her to stress but that is kind of inevitable considering this is finals time and she is not sleeping all that well.

I woke up at seven today due to my rather rude roommate and I was considering calling her but decided that it may be best to let her sleep.

I am kind of just not all here. I think that is why I am not stressing as much I normally do. Its too hard to think about and why too much to deal with that it is better left alone then picked at.

I will take it one day at a time and see where that gets me.

Nena