Sad thing it is when one does not know their own mind.

So freaking and becoming the way I did was for no reason, so what?

I have been so confused of late that I kind of just want to pull my hair out.

You know, there was a time when I knew what I was thinking for sure and I knew exactly how I felt. I wonder where that time went.

Am I happy, sad, mad, excited? I have no clue. The only thing I can draw out of the mess that is my emotional mind is confusion.

Then the questions becomes why am I confused?

Arrgg....
Oh, look, frustration.


Yeah, I give up.


Nena