Well I am rather excited, let me see it has been a while since I last wrote you my readers , if I have any. God so much has happened!! A certain someone has inspired me to continue writting in a non active voice sort of way. I just recently took a trip to seattle, it was great. God I had so much fun. I met someone that I think is really going to be one of those people that change your life, I really dont know she has already started to change my out look on a intierly different world. A world that I have not visited in a while. I really have questioned so many things in my life that I dont know who I am (like I knew who I was to begin with?). ~sighs~ At least before I left for my life changing trip I had some sence of who I was, now that stability that I was beginning to feel is dissapating at an alarming rate. Let see I have questioned my sexuality (rather large subject in my book), my parents, my situation, and the people I love. I think I am beginning to slip back into the depression that I was in before I left. I am failing two of my best subjects and it is beginning to become hard to breath in my academic life. I feel as if I am being barried alive. KVB is back and I am so glad because I really missed her. I was so worried when she left, I could not even function without thinking about her and the state she was in when she left. It is wierd how somone can go away and then come back after a month and act like nothing had been wrong to begin with.
CONFUSION
That one word has plauged my life for as long as I can remember .
Anyway I have a crap load of work to do if I plan on not failing any more then I already am. God wouldnt it be so easy just to stay down in the pits of failure then to actually try and work your way out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIFE CAN REALLY BE A BITCH
love you all
nena
btw I am a terrible speller so there will be a ton of spelling errors in my posts so please forgive me lol
nena
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